I have a proposition for you.
While I still want to create more art, I've had neither the drive or mental energy to do so for quite a while. The past year has been very long for me and I don't see the next one being any better and I need a distraction that isn't backed solely by faith in myself, because I have non. Almost every day I find myself wanting to draw or paint, and while I have plenty of ideas that I come up with, I know my skill isn't even close to what it needs to be for them to come to fruition. I want to better myself but I don't have the drive to pull it off. This is where I'd like your help.
Not only is this something to help myself get out of a rut, but it's also a little thank you for my watchers and, I hope, something that you might find a bit fun.
From now until the end of the year, if any of my watchers comes up with an idea of something for me to paint, simple enough to be pulled off by me and interesting enough to catch my attention, and it gives me the drive to actually do it, I'll give you 10 points and, of course, I'll be sure to mention you in the description of the work. It's not 10 points per person, it's 10 points per idea so you can receive more than just that. Please keep in mind that I mostly just do monochrome work but I did recently get several colored inks (crimson, violet, green, blue, and white) that I'd be willing to try out and incorporate.
I'd really appreciate your help with this and I hope I can make it worth your time. Every time I try to paint I just sit there and stare at the empty paper until my will is depleted and I go back to laying down and sleeping my days away, literally and figuratively. I'm not myself anymore and I haven't been for a long time, but I'm hoping that if I can turn my attention to something better and constructive then maybe some of this will go away or at least be easier to manage.